Do you know the feeling when you have just cried SO Much you can't cry anymore?? Or you have cried for so long you now have a headache? Or you have been crying about something for so many days that the tears just roll down you face at any moment of the day?
Am I telling my husband I love him when he comes home?
Am I playing with my kids and getting enough TIME with them?
Am I the kind of person I would want to be when I am standing in front of my judgement?
Does it REALLY matter if I get my TO DO list done??
Sure the little things matter, but I need to make sure the PRIORITY I have on what the little things are is correct. Like me taking the time to let Hailey help me cook, that is a little thing that counts. Playing with Landon and his new Train Table saying "Choo Choo" with him... that counts. But it will not matter if I had the most spotless house, or put on the fakest display of "everything is perfect in Bird Land" no... that stuff will not matter... So I decide to do the little things that matter MORE, and the things that don't LESS. And I decided I need to have a good CRYING FEST whenever I see that I need one...
Crying is a natural thing. It is something I do not have a problem with. I am thankful that our Father in Heaven has given us this tool for coping with hard times.
Thank you all for your love and support. I appreciate all the little things you do for me everyday!! And I hope all your "Cry Fests" are as wonderfully helpful as mine are for me!